internalized homophobia | Malec Fic Library

From this prompt:

What if after Magnus circles Alec and fails yet again to break Alec’s resolve, he heartbreakingly leaves Alec his ear cuff not only as a symbolic reminder of himself but that Alec still has a choice in all this.

July 19, 2017 / malecficlibrary / Leave a comment

The Truth Is… by wolfypuppypiles

Chapters: One-Shot
Genre: Canon AU
Length: Under 5K
Rating:

Mature

Secondary Characters:

Izzy Lightwood,

Jace Wayland

Secondary Pairings:

None

Themes: Domesticity,

Drugged Alec,

Established Relationship, Flirting, Fluff, Internalized Homophobia, Magnus POV,

Relationship Milestones

Summary:

Alec accidentally drinks a truth potion and says some very inappropriate things and some other sweet things. Magnus loves all of it.

July 19, 2017 / malecficlibrary / Leave a comment

For the Love of the Game by TickleMyPickle

Chapters:

Chaptered Fic

Genre:

Human AU

Length:

Over 100K
Rating:

Mature

Secondary Characters: Clary Fray, Izzy Lightwood, Jace Wayland,

Secondary Pairings:

None

Themes: Alec POV, Angst,

Internalized Homophobia,

Summary:

Alec Lightwood played left winger for the New York Islanders for the past 5 years.

Magnus Bane is the team’s new right winger and is the first LGBT player to come out in the National Hockey League (NHL).

Alec would be happy about his new teammate, like the rest of the Islanders, but he’s known Magnus for 12 years. And the last time they saw each other seven years ago, they didn’t part on good terms… at all.

July 17, 2017 / malecficlibrary / Leave a comment

Cynics With a Smile by ninwrites

Chapters: One-Shot
Genre: Canon AU
Length: Under 5K
Rating:

General Audience

Secondary Characters:

Aline Penhallow,

Helen Blackthorn

Secondary Pairings:

Aline Penhallow / Helen Blackthorn

Themes: 2×15, Angst,

Coming Out,
Established Relationship,

Family, Fluff,

Internalized Homophobia,

Outside POV

Summary:

Aline turns to the one person she knows will understand the crisis she’s in the midst of. Alec Lightwood.

July 15, 2017 / malecficlibrary / Leave a comment

This Could Be the Start by beautifulbane

Chapters:

Genre:

Length:

Rating:

Secondary Characters:

Aline Penhallow,

Camille Belcourt, Catarina Loss,

Clary Fray,

Helen Blackthorn,

Izzy Lightwood, Jace Wayland,

Jocelyn Fairchild,

Luke Garroway,
Lydia Branwell,

Maryse Lightwood, Max Lightwood,

Meliorn,

Ragnor Fell,

Raphael Santiago, Robert Lightwood,

Simon Lewis
Secondary Pairings:

Alec Lightwood / Lydia Branwell,

Aline Penhallow / Helen Blackthorn,

Camille Belcourt / Magnus Bane,

Clary Fray / Jace Wayland,

Izzy Lightwood / Raphael Santiago,
Izzy Lightwood / Simon Lewis,

Jocelyn Fairchild / Luke Garroway, Maryse Lightwood / Robert Lightwood

Themes:

Enemies to Lovers, Family,

Internalized Homophobia,

Jealousy,

Pining,

Relationship Milestones,

Secret Relationship,

Student

Summary:

Alec Lightwood’s senior year had been going perfectly. He’d just finished a successful season as his school’s quarterback, was still going strong with his longtime girlfriend, head-cheerleader Lydia Branwell, and his grades remained straight A’s — that was until he realized he needed a theatre credit to graduate.

Forced to join his school’s drama club and audition for a part in their upcoming play, Alec meets Magnus Bane. Free-spirited, openly bisexual, and extreme theatre geek Magnus Bane.

Even though the two immediately clash, Magnus helps Alec realize things about himself that he’d been keeping long hidden: from both himself and the people around him.

July 10, 2017 / malecficlibrary / Leave a comment

One Show Only by KouriArashi*

Chapters:

Genre:

Length:

Rating:

Secondary Characters:

Clary Fray, Izzy Lightwood, Jace Wayland,

Lydia Branwell,

Maryse Lightwood,

Robert Lightwood

Secondary Pairings:

Maryse Lightwood / Robert Lightwood

Themes: Alec POV, Angst,

Coming Out, Crime,

Domesticity,

Emotional/Psychological Abuse, Family, Food & Cooking,

Hurt & Comfort,

Injured Alec,

Injury,

Internalized Homophobia,

Law Enforcement,

Office, One Night Stand,

Relationship Milestones,

Secret Relationship

Summary:

It’s hard to stay in the closet when the guy you had a one-night stand with two nights ago turns out to be your new partner … but Alec will be damned if he isn’t going to give it a try.

July 9, 2017 / malecficlibrary / Leave a comment

Two for One Special by ithilien22

Chapters: One-Shot
Genre:

Alternate Dimension (This World Inverted),

Canon AU
Length: Under 5K
Rating:

Teen & Up

Secondary Characters:

Alternate Alec
Secondary Pairings:

Alternate Magnus Bane / Alternate Alec Lightwood

Themes:

Angst,

Coming Out,

Domesticity,

Established Relationship,

Flirting, Fluff,

Hazel-Eyed Alec, Hurt & Comfort,

Interdimensional Travel,

Internalized Homophobia,

Jealousy,

Magnus POV,

Portals

Summary:

Magnus and Alec have a brief and unexpected encounter with the alternate universe Alec, and it’s not quite as fun as Magnus might have imagined.

July 8, 2017 / malecficlibrary / Leave a comment

Night Vision by serendipitiness*

Chapters:

Chaptered Fic

Genre: Canon AU
Length:

10K – 25K

Rating:

Not Rated

Secondary Characters: Asmodeus, Camille Belcourt, Clary Fray, Izzy Lightwood, Jace Wayland
Secondary Pairings:

Alec Lightwood / Jace Wayland,

Camille Belcourt / Magnus Bane, Clary Fray / Jace Wayland
Themes: 1×04, Alec POV, Angst, Coming Out, Domesticity,

Emotional/Psychological Abuse,

Family,

First Meeting,

First Time,
Fluff, Hurt & Comfort, Internalized Homophobia,

Kidnapping,

Magnus POV, Relationship Milestones,

Secret Relationship,

Soulmates

Summary:

“N-no. No. No.” There were a thousand directions this could have taken, and this isn’t one. Shouldn’t be one. Alec is tripping over the words, his thoughts a mess because it’s true, his timer had been down to the last minutes when he’d closed his eyes and then now…

His soulmate is a stranger in the dark, someone without a face. A man.

(Or how Alec finds his soulmate, inspired by the myth of Cupid and Psyche)