internalized homophobia

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Hands to Myself by letmeinthewallsyouvebuiltaround

Chapters: Chaptered Fic
Genre: Human AU
Length: 10K – 25K
Rating: Explicit
Secondary Characters: Dot Rollins, Jace Wayland, Luke Garroway, Maia Roberts, Raphael Santiago
Secondary Pairings: Clary Fray / Jace Wayland
Additional Relationships: Alec Lightwood & Jace Wayland, Alec Lightwood & Maia Roberts, Magnus Bane & Dot Rollins
Themes: Alec POV, Angst, Coming Out, Family, First Meeting, Hooking Up, Hurt & Comfort, Injured Magnus, Injury, Internalized Homophobia, Magnus POV, PWP, Relationship Milestones, Stripper

Summary:


After Alec comes out to his family, Jace drags Alec to an LGBT friendly strip club so he can ‘expand his horizons’ since he hasn’t even attempted to date or meet anybody new. Alec reluctantly agrees only because he’s grateful Jace is so supportive. While there, his eyes land on an intoxicating man whose body moves so fluidly Alec can’t keep his eyes off of him. Once Magnus is alone with him, he, too, finds himself enraptured by the younger man.

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Love Me Like You Do by hourglassmermaid*

Still a Work in Progress as of 11/14/18

Chapters:

Chaptered Fic
Genre:

Canon AU
Length:

10K – 25K
Rating:

Explicit

Secondary Characters: Catarina Loss, Izzy Lightwood, Jace Wayland,

Kaelie Whitewillow
Secondary Pairings: Jace Wayland / Kaelie Whitewillow
Additional Relationships: Alec Lightwood & Izzy Lightwood, Alec Lightwood & Jace Wayland, Magnus Bane & Catarina Loss
Themes: Alec POV,

Angst,

Cat-Eyed Magnus,

Family, First Meeting,

Internalized Homophobia,

Magic Use,

Magnus POV,

Pandemonium,

Shadow World Politics,

Soulmates,

Unrequited Feelings,

Warlock Mark Reveal

 

Summary:

Alec’s deflect rune emits a golden sheen, like a lighthouse calling fishing boats home. Alec covers it with his hand, but light seeps through the cracks in his fingers, and then it dawns on him.

Magnus releases another energy blast that narrowly misses Alec’s head. Magnus jerks his hand back and stares at Alec, his eyes wild and fearful — almost vulnerable. Alec hates that look. He hates that the High Warlock of Brooklyn is looking at him like a lifeline.

“No,” Alec exhales. “Fuck no.”

Magnus holds his hands up in surrender and takes a step towards Alec. “It’ll be okay. Let’s talk about this.”

Alec backs away until he feels the hard press of the wall against his back. He fumbles around for the doorknob and swings the door open.

“Wait, please!” Magnus calls.

Alec slams the door on his way out.

—

A soulmate au where you lose control of your magic from the moment you meet your soulmate until your first kiss.

Or Magnus convinced himself that he’s content without a soulmate, and Alec never imagined he would have a soulmate, let alone that his soulmate would be a downworlder.

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Heart in Flames by misspamela

Chapters: One-Shot
Genre:

Other AU
Length:

5K – 10K
Rating:

Explicit
Secondary Characters: Izzy Lightwood, Lydia Branwell,

Maryse Lightwood,

Ragnor Fell,

Robert Lightwood


Secondary Pairings:

Alec Lightwood / Lydia Branwell
Additional Relationships:

Alec Lightwood & Izzy Lightwood,

Alec Lightwood & Maryse Lightwood,

Magnus Bane & Ragnor Fell


Themes:

Alec POV,

Arranged Marriage, Dragons, First Meeting, First Time, Flirting,

Hurt & Comfort, Injured Alec, Injury,

Internalized Homophobia,

Magic Use,

Pining,

PWP, Relationship Milestones,

Winter

Summary:

“I like pretty things,” Magnus said, lazily moving his hand to gesture at the treasure around them. “You’re very pretty.”

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Love is a Gamble by la_muerta

Chapters: Chaptered Fic
Genre: Human AU  
Length: 25K – 50K
Rating:

Explicit

Secondary Characters: Catarina Loss, Clary Fray,

Dot Rollins,

Izzy Lightwood, Jace Wayland,

Luke Garroway, Lydia Branwell,

Madzie, Maia Roberts, Maryse Lightwood,

Ragnor Fell, Raphael Santiago, Sebastian Verlac / Jonathan Morgenstern, Simon Lewis, Valentine Morgenstern,

Victor Aldertree


Secondary Pairings:

Clary Fray / Jace Wayland,

Izzy Lightwood / Maia Roberts,

Lydia Branwell / John Monteverde


Additional Relationships: Alec Lightwood & Izzy Lightwood,

Alec Lightwood & Jace Wayland,

Alec Lightwood & Madzie,

Alec Lightwood & Maryse Lightwood,

Magnus Bane & Clary Fray,

Magnus Bane & Izzy Lightwood,

Magnus Bane & Madzie, Magnus Bane & Maia Roberts,

Magnus Bane & Ragnor Fell,

Magnus Bane & Raphael Santiago

Themes: Alec POV, Angst,

Business Owner,

Crime,

Death,

Enemies to Friends,

Enemies to Lovers,

Family,

First Time,

Historical,

Hurt & Comfort,

Injured Alec,

Injured Magnus,

Injury,

Internalized Homophobia,

Law Enforcement,

Magnus POV, Pining, Relationship Milestones,

Secret Relationship,

Slow Burn,

Travel

 

Summary:

Upholding law and order in gold-mining town Nephilim Falls, population 1,700 souls, is the responsibility of Sheriff Alec Lightwood. As it is, Alec already has his hands full with the saloons and whorehouses making tempers rise and the men rowdy when the day’s mining goes badly, and the constant threat of bandits in the hills. The last thing he needs is some no-count gambler setting up a gambling hall in his town. And what kind of name is ‘Magnus Bane’, anyway?

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Just Starting to Crawl by DragonBread

Part #1 of the Star Trek AU series

Chapters:

Chaptered Fic
Genre:

Crossover / Fusion
Length:

10K – 25K

Rating:

Teen & Up
Secondary Characters:

Catarina Loss,

Clary Fray,

Izzy Lightwood,

Jace Wayland, Jocelyn Fairchild,
Luke Garroway,

Maryse Lightwood, Max Lightwood, Max Lightwood-Bane,

Ragnor Fell, Raphael Santiago, Robert Lightwood,

Simon Lewis
Secondary Pairings:

Clary Fray / Izzy Lightwood,

Jace Wayland / Meliorn, Jocelyn Fairchild / Luke Garroway,

Maryse Lightwood / Robert Lightwood,

Raphael Santiago / Simon Lewis


Additional Relationships:

Alec Lightwood & Izzy Lightwood,

Alec Lightwood & Jace Wayland,

Alec Lightwood & Max Lightwood-Bane,

Magnus Bane & Catarina Loss,

Magnus Bane & Max Lightwood-Bane,

Magnus Bane & Raphael Santiago


Themes: Alec POV, Angst,

Domesticity,

Family,

Fluff,

Friends to Lovers,

Immortality Issue,

Internalized Homophobia,

Kids,

Magnus POV,

Office,

Parents,

Pining, Relationship Milestones,

Star Trek AU,

Travel

Summary:

Magnus and Alec have been serving on the USS Brooklyntogether for two years, and they’ve been friends nearly that long. When Magnus is given custody of a six month old infant, it brings them closer than ever—but can they take that next step?

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The Love That Dare Not Speak Its Name by Humansunshine

Part #1 of the TLTDNSIN series

Posted during the Shadowhunters Big Bang 2018

Chapters:

Chaptered Fic
Genre:

Human AU
Length:

10K – 25K
Rating:

Mature
Secondary Characters:

Dot Rollins,

Maryse Lightwood,

Ragnor Fell, Robert Lightwood,

Simon Lewis
Secondary Pairings: Alec Lightwood / Simon Lewis,

Dot Rollins / Magnus Bane 
Additional Relationships:

Alec Lightwood & Maryse Lightwood
Themes: Alec POV, Angst,

Break Up,

College,

Death,

Family,

First Meeting,

Flirting,

Grief,

Hazel-Eyed Alec,

Historical,

Internalized Homophobia,
Magnus POV,

Physical Abuse, Pining,

Relationship Milestones,

Slow Burn,

Travel

Summary:

The year is 1894, and queer culture is quietly thriving in London and across Europe. Magnus Bane, an important and highly intelligent diplomat from Batavia, is nervous and thrilled to have been selected to negotiate greater freedoms for the people of his home country. Alec Lightwood is the eldest son of the Foreign Secretary, a dedicated student at Oxford University, and is writing his dissertation on international relations between the Dutch East Indies and the surrounding countries.

They’ll have a lot to talk about when they meet in a society gala at the Houses of Parliament. Magnus has spent his life focussing on honing his mind so he can ignore his heart, and when that mind is met with the mind of Alexander Lightwood’s, his heart cannot stay silent any longer. Alec has spent the better part of his youth exploring his identity as an openly queer man in the microcosm of his college, and refuses to accept that Magnus, a successful diplomat, can’t have his cake and eat it too.

Or: A mundane!Malec AU set in 1890s England and Amsterdam.

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Do You Mind? by ragnorfellintomyheart

Chapters:

Chaptered Fic
Genre:

Human AU
Length:

10K – 25K
Rating: Teen & Up
Secondary Characters:

Dot Rollins,

Izzy Lightwood, Jace Wayland,

Luke Garroway, Lydia Branwell,

Maryse Lightwood, Max Lightwood, Meliorn,

Robert Lightwood,

Simon Lewis,

Victor Aldertree

Secondary Pairings:

Alec Lightwood / Lydia Branwell,

Izzy Lightwood / Meliorn
Themes:

Alec POV,

Angst, Domesticity, Family,

Flirting,

Fluff, Hazel-Eyed Alec,

High School,

Internalized Homophobia,

Pining,

Relationship Milestones,

Sports,

Student,

Telepathy

 

Summary:

After visiting a fortune teller, Alec Lightwood decides to test out if anyone in his class can read minds. When he shouts as loud as possible in his head, he’s horrified when the only person to flinch and turn around is Magnus Bane. The boy he’s been non-stop thinking about all year.

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Wing AU by theonetruenorth

Chapters:

Chaptered Fic
Genre: Canon AU
Length:

1K to 5K
Rating:

General Audience
Secondary Characters:

Clary Fray,

Izzy Lightwood, Jace Wayland,

Maryse Lightwood,

Max Lightwood,

Robert Lightwood

Secondary Pairings:

Alec Lightwood / Jace Wayland
Themes:

Alec POV,

Angst,

Cat-Eyed Magnus,

Established Relationship, Family, Fluff,

Hurt & Comfort,

Injured Alec,

Injury,

Internalized Homophobia,

Magnus POV,

Relationship Milestones,

Winged Alec

Summary:

The first time Alec ever feels self-conscious about his wings is the first time that Magnus sees them.

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Unlocked by Evil_Keshi

Chapters: Chaptered Fic 
Genre: Human AU, Other AU 
Length: 75K – 100K 
Rating: Mature 
Secondary Characters: Clary Fray, Dot Rollins, Iris Rouse, Hodge Starkweather, Izzy Lightwood, Jace Wayland, Luke Garroway, Lydia Branwell, Madzie, Maia Roberts, Maryse Lightwood, Max Lightwood, Meliorn, Ragnor Fell, Raj, Robert Lightwood, Simon Lewis, Valentine Morgenstern, Victor Aldertree 
Secondary Pairings: Alec Lightwood / Jace Wayland, Clary Fray / Jace Wayland, Izzy Lightwood / Meliorn, Jocelyn Fairchild / Luke Garroway, Maryse Lightwood / Robert Lightwood 
Themes: Alec POV, Angst, Celebrity, Cat-Eyed Magnus, Coming Out, Dance, Death, Drained Magic, Family, First Meeting, First Time, Flirting, Fluff, Grief, Hazel-Eyed Alec, Hurt & Comfort, Immortality Issue, Internalized Homophobia, Kids, King, Magic Use, Magnus POV, Marriage Proposal, Prince, Protective Magnus, PWP, Travel, Warlock Mark Reveal     

Summary:

“So, Alexander,” Magnus said, fully enjoying the lack of etiquette in the way he addressed the Crown Prince, “What can I do for you tonight?”

“Well… I want… Can you…”

The prince stuttered and trailed off, staring at Magnus with wide, frightened eyes that, to the warlock’s utmost horror, filled with tears in a second. He didn’t have the time to ask what was wrong though, because the boy took a breath and then blurted out:

“Please, can you make me normal?”