Alec is the kind of muse that artists spend their entire lives dreaming of finding, and here he is, standing in front of Magnus, not even a foot away. Alec, who has loved Magnus both unwaveringly and unconditionally. Who wanted to be Magnus’ family, and brought home to them two incredible sons. Alec, who took Magnus’ hand and didn’t once let go as the two of them fought tirelessly to make this unforgiving world into something a shade kinder, a shade more beautiful, even if he stumbled a few times along the way. He is all of Magnus’ deepest, most secret desires come true, the very foundation of Magnus’ world. Centuries of ups and downs, of making himself cold in an effort to stop himself from drowning in grief – somehow it’s led to this perfect moment right now, preluded by so many others before it. Worth it, Magnus thinks, trying to sear every detail of Alec’s face into his mind. Completely worth it. He would go through much worse for four more centuries if at the end of it he got to have another handful of years with Alec.

Magnus Bane in State of Grace by bumblebeesknees

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The vastness with which he loves this man is immeasurable, and in moments like this it hits Alec that it’s not just any one, two, or a hundred things – it’s just Magnus, in everything that he is.

Alec Lightwood in State of Grace by bumblebeesknees

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That Magnus’ heart is tied to the beat of Alec’s own is something Magnus had known for decades, but it hadn’t been until he’d been forced to spend almost two months without Alec to fully realize what life would be like without him: a hollow, second rate replica of the real thing. He’d gotten too used to the unwavering presence of Alec’s love, even when they’re upset at each other, glowing brighter than a beacon and always welcoming Magnus home. Magnus wasn’t going to lose that even a fraction of a second earlier than he had to.

Magnus Bane in State of Grace by bumblebeesknees

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Magnus can tell he’s gone past the point of no return, given Alec all the means to destroy him and break his heart more thoroughly than Camille herself. But the indication’s there, with gentle fingers and soft lips, that Alec’s handed such ammunition to Magnus to, with only the hope that the warlock won’t shatter his heart as well.

Magnus Bane in Bruised Knuckles and Bruised Hearts by thenovaksisters

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Alec understands perfectly now. Intimacy isn’t going to break him, or be his undoing. It’s going to save him, make him stronger. It dissolves his fears, or makes him brave enough to face them, to stand up and deal with the world.

Alec Lightwood in Eyes on Me by clockworkswan

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He used to be so much better at this; burying his hurt, his sadness, better at being resigned to never getting what he wanted. He’d let it harden around his heart like a cage of black obsidian, let it drive him to work harder, be better, become the perfect soldier. And then Magnus came along. Magnus never needed to chip away at Alec’s walls because he’d snapped them into oblivion as effortlessly as the magic that flicks from his fingers.

Alec Lightwood in Once to Flame, Twice to Burn by alilactree

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