Chapters: One-Shot
Genre: Canon AU
Length: Under 5K
Rating: Teen & Up
Secondary Characters: Clary Fray, Izzy Lightwood, Jace Wayland,
Jocelyn Fairchild,
Maryse Lightwood, Valentine Morgenstern
Secondary Pairings:
None
Themes: 2×09,
Alec POV,
Angst, Established Relationship, Family, Suicidal Thoughts,
Suicide Attempt
Summary:
“I would expect no less of you, Alexander.”
“Shouldn’t you?” Alec scoffs. “It’s not like I’ve made a habit of being forgiving or even, I don’t know, gracious about, well, anything.”
“No one can deny you’ve taken some body blows recently.” Magnus’s fingers explore his in the dark, twining and stroking. “Made some incredible adjustments in your life and worldview. A certain shortage of…let us say ‘generosity of spirit’…is understandable. Up to a point.”
“I can’t afford that.” Alec’s eyes burn and he wipes them quickly. “That demon…latched onto something in me. We even spoke about it, when we were briefing before the hunt. We talked about profiling the people in the Institute, coming up with a list of who might be at-risk for a demon that feeds on anger. I should have been the first person we looked at. I should have been quarantined, locked away somewhere I couldn’t–”
“Hindsight is meant to be a learning tool, Alec, not a scourge.”