He feels like he’s carved his heart out of his chest and he’s holding it out in front of him. He shouldn’t care this much about Alec, this soon, but the fact is that he does and that means Alec has power over him, power Magnus never thought any Nephilim would have. His heart is Alec’s to take or destroy, and so he waits.

Magnus Bane in “You Never Cease to Amaze Me” by shrill_fangirl_screaming

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Magnus was his whole world- he made his world better and brighter and livelier. Alec remembered life before Magnus, when he was still in the closet and scared of being himself and never laughed or went out with his friends, terrified that his eyes would linger on a cute guy for too long, or that he would slip up and accidentally say something that would give himself away. He was so scared back then… and then Magnus had literally barged into his life, taken him by the hand, and shown him all the amazing possibilities in front of him. Showed him what true happiness could be. Showed him unconditional love and friendship.

Alec Lightwood in “Strange Love” by arandomfan91

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Seeing Magnus so relaxed and happy was doing things to his insides and had him suddenly wishing that he could do that everyday. Make Magnus Bane laugh in some way or the other. Because right at that moment, he was sure he’d never heard anything as beautiful as the sound of Magnus laughing, nor had he seen anything as beautiful as that radiant smile.

Alec Lightwood in “It’s Time to Lose Your Virginity, Brother Dearest” by Itenoria

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